It’s a whole other thing to be scared of someone who you loved for so long.
It’s a whole other thing to be scared of someone who you loved for so long.
If heaven weren’t so far away…
If heaven weren’t so far away then I would come and visit you everyday. Every possible moment I could. I would make up for the times that I never went to see you, for the times I choose to partake in other activities instead of visiting you. I would make you healthy, and take away all the pain you suffered. if i could i would. If i could i would, play as close to you so that you could see a couple of my games. I wish i made it that night before you passed and i wish you hadn’t gone so soon. i guess i took every time you came home from the hospital for granted, i thought you would return home like always. I know i can’t predict the future, but you always knew mine would be bright no matter which path i took. you kept me in your best interest and I hope everyday i make you proud. i’ll miss all the times i fell asleep on you when i was a little girl, the way we used to make mickey mouse pancakes when i slept over. i’ll miss your presence more than anything, because stepping in that house isn’t the same. your chair is empty and so is this family, one less. i was blessed to grow up with grandparents and you stepped in as my grandfather when dad’s passed on. i truly can’t express what a joy it was to spend 17 years of my life with you and how much i will cherish all the memories. I hope god is taking really really good care of you, until we meet again…one sweet day<3 i love you papa, till infinity and beyond:)
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When relatives judge you
When teachers judge you
When strangers give you dirty looks
And when those bitches in school judge you
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sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you always expect it to be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. but one day you feel something else, something that feels wrong, only because it’s so unfamiliar. and in that moment you realize you’re happy.
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Girls Can Settle For The Dicks&Pricks, But Real&True Girls Wait For The Men<3
Kailua, Hi.
Its Days Like This When I feel lucky to live far away from the city life. The country side is calming and sometimes gloomy but that’s what makes it the best. I live for the days when i can sit at home and look outside my window and just think. I live for the days when no ones home and the rooms are quiet. Kailua.
